A not-so fairy tale story

Once, there was a girl who enjoyed her life to the fullest and never give a damn about what people said. She was loud, fearless and brave. She was not afraid to be in crowd. She was comfortable with crowd and strangers. She was once an extrovert. Time flies and time change her. No, hurtful memories and betrayal change her. Now she is socially hates crowds, socially awkward, afraid of rejection, withdrawn herself from any social events, shrink herself into the corner, comfortable with loneliness and insecure of herself.

She was once a happy girl but now there is a demon living inside her head.

Once her life revolved around others but now she had her epiphany that she was once stupid to willingly give everything to everyone but no one gives a shit about her. She was too kind to everyone but everyone was so mean to her.

She blindly loyal to her so called friends but in the end everyone stabbed her in the back.
Now, whenever she wants to engage in a new friendship, she’s afraid that people will mess with her life again. She loves her new life though sometimes she feels lonely. She is already a mess herself. How much trouble do her have to go through again so that she can feel the true meaning of life again?

She keeps her circle small now. She’s jealous of her friend who makes friend easily and can mingle around without being awkward. She wants to be like that too but she’s too afraid of rejection. 

Will she go back to her old self? Will she trust people again this time? Will she go back to the old life she had?


 

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